Dear Ji Woo Shi,

I don’t know where and how to start. I read your first post. You finally broke the ice and did it. Bravo to you. I understand how you feel as to why you can’t or choose not to do many things that other people do. Being a public icon is not easy but it is your path of life and you are doing your best on it. I am a very shy and private person myself (although I am far from limelight). I never write post or join any social network until I want to find a way to communicate with you as a person not as an actress and this is the only way.  I never knew you until I watched you as Yoo Se Yong and I saw part of you (Choi Ji Woo) in her character.

To your fans, you are their “onni” . I can be their ajumah. I have been a worrier all my life which leads to my lack of self confidence. Like you, my thoughts to problems are not mature until I learned that it is a choice not to worry. Instead of worrying more, I should pray more. I can only worry about what is in my control and I have to leave the rest to God. Living a reckless life is unwise but living with worries prevents us from living life to the fullest.

I am trying to learn Korean so that I can communicate with you better. But for now this is the best I can do. I pray that some day I get to meet you in person and we can talk about reality of life in this world. Meanwhile, I am writing to you in public and it is a big risk for me. I might be mocked or laughed at but I figure if I really want to get this message across to you I will have to deal with the consequences. This message is intended for you only.  I pray that miracle will happen that this message somehow will get to you. You are always in my prayers.

Remember God is always with you no matter where you are, how you feel, what you are like. He knows your deepest thought and He still loves you no matter what.

“I leave my peace with you. I give my peace to you. I do not give it to you as the world does. Do not let your hearts be troubled. And do not be afraid.” John 14:27

Very sincerely,

W. Wang

p.s. It took me the whole afternoon just to write this. So you know I am not good at putting words in writing either. I have so much in my mind but It’s hard for me to get it all out so I really know what you meant when you said that in the post.