I heard you won a award but I think this is not what your fan wanted,right??Whatever award that you won I just want to congrat.to you.I haven't watch STH and that why can't give any comment.
Although you feel dissapointed but I hope it will not loosen your spirit to show the best in you.
There  one actor say,winning award is not everything.Award is just a bonus for the actor.Either they win or not,they still will acting.I don't know.How about you???
Like a Mother doing a housework,cooking and taking good care of their children,husband.Either she receive a praises from her family or not,she will continue doing that coz,she doing that for her family and coz of responsibilities.
Bye for now,I will write again next time.Take Care.

Love,
Whiterose